No matter how hard you try sometimes things don’t go your way..
I asked you to be my friend & although you said you love me you said you couldn’t do that. I GET IT. I’m the one breaking up with you.. but that’s not the same as wanting you out of my life forever.. I guess it just wasn’t meant to be. Trust was broken from the beginning and although we tried to fix it.. it was never the same. I’m so bad at putting these things into words, but I just need to vent.You would freak out if I ever talked to any other guys yet you can go around telling girls “You’re name is unique and beautiful (; ” or ” here’s my number.. don’t lose it (; ” It’s just disrespectful to do that. You lied to me straight up from the beginning I forgave you and when I “lied” about a little thing -which I did tell you about, you just deny it & took everything the wrong way- you blew up & I felt horrible for doing that to you when you were being “truthful”. Then I find out YOU HAD BEEN LYING TO BE ! You chose breaking up with me so you wouldn’t “hurt” me . INSTEAD OF JUST ADMITTING YOU HAD MESSED UP. Well, I’m done trying to change how I am for you. I’m done putting you over my family.. I tried I really did. I attempted to make out long distance relationship work, but now it’s all “BULLSHIT LIES & CRAP” to you . Since I was a little girl, I knew what I wanted. To one day see the world & make my mark on it.. You don’t have those dreams I don’t see you motivating yourself & I can’t be your mom.. I’m sorry.